“The
serpent was my friend of the past. We fed off the same paddy fields of the low
lands. Together we had witnessed the changing times, we survived famines, wars
and communal riots. We were born enemies but perhaps we have learned to live
closer to each other. At times when I stepped into the marshy field of paddy,
the snake followed me. The shiny black skin radiated under the morning sun, a
pair of curves is painted on its hood. When it hissed, I could see the fangs,
drooling in poison; the forked tongue flickered and smelled the air. Like a
prey, I looked into its eye and stood hypnotized for a moment. At times, the
human mind finds tremendous joy in destructing a beautiful object. The urge to
crush the snakes’ hood under my feet grew overwhelmingly, but like every day, I
resisted this urge appreciating its magnificent black shiny
body. Have the “Beast of the underworld” held me enchanted or have I finally found
a companion? Meanwhile, the snake vanished within a labyrinth of rat holes,
leaving me stranded in the midst of the obnoxious pile of clay, dung and human
sweat. ”
The road was narrow and winding, in some
patches it was nonexistent, and the ride was
bumpy. Fakir, lost in his thoughts, looked out of the
window, the sky was dark, the time of the day was hardly evident. The
dark clouds loomed large over the distant town. But it was one of those
days when it doesn’t rain but everyone waits in its anticipation, intimidating,
there was an eerie silence, even the buzz of the cricket has suddenly stopped
in the countryside, only the reminiscent of their constant chirping echoed
through the ear canals.
His
head hit the roof, he pushed the brake paddle suddenly, the car stopped
with a squirt and a violent jerk. He held his head, a drop of tear rolled
down his eyes; he rubbed his head, cursing at the pot hole.
He
looked at the mirror, his face was clean shaven, and there is a cut mark on
his face, originating at the side of the nose and drawn up to the
bottom of the lower lip. As a reflex action, he ran his fingers on the cut mark,
the wound has healed but he could still feel the pain, his head was burning
with rage, Fakir, took his skull cap and put it inside the drawer of the
car’s dash board. After the recent riots in the town , fakir avoids being
noticed .He can’t rely on anyone , he doesn’t want to look different from
the natives, in his dark skin , his narrow cheek bone , no one wants to be
singled out in a mob , Fakir again ran his finger on the cut mark .
This
was still early morning, he had cursory glance at the cheap wrist watch he
wore .The sky grew darker, the possibility of rain crossed him, damned
the monsoon, the rain this season has made work difficult. His thoughts
again moved to the window outside.
“When I
woke up inside the labyrinth, I couldn’t open my eyes; the darkness was
overflowing the narrow passage of the labyrinth. I could barely standup, the
walls were damp and smelled of rotten carcass. There was a thin ray of light at
the end of the tunnel which was reflected from the coarse walls. I began to
crawl towards the light, anticipating an escape route. The passage opened up
into a bigger hall. As I approached the hall, my worries grew, I heard a
constant hissing noise I looked for the sickle which I usually tuck within my
belt but couldn’t find it. Stealthily I approached the hall, as I peeped, my
eyes were blinded by the glittering bright light, amidst rows of eggs were
lined ,they all shone like pure gold, the serpent was waiting with its hood and
its eyes fixed on me, am I dreaming again , when will this nightmare end ?”
Just
where the village road ended , at the junction there is a wooden bridge to
crossover to the town, the rain has finally started to fall, The Bridge was
rickety , the rain made the tire slip when the car was over the Bridge . the
bridge connected not only the far and near , but also two different worlds ,
the one which is privileged and another destitute , below the river Gauranga
flowed in ripples , with every rain drop the ripples turned into waves , the waves
took shape of dreams of the destitute and rushed towards the town. The
monsoon has touched the grass and the whole area looks more green and lush,
every year when the monsoon arrives the river crosses over to the field and
takes over lost ground, the green field wrestles it over when winter comes back,
the tug of war continues. The pungent smell of the rain soaked earth began to
fill the air. Fakir took a deep breath and closed his eyes.
Yesterday
night, the owner of the car, Rassol called for him at his Haveli, as he likes to call it, this is a
big house built at the end of the barrage, out of the few immigrants who has
made money in this country, Rassol is one of the most prominent, He has a
thriving business of brick laying, He is the one who taught fakir to drive and
employed him to supply construction materials to the markets at the Town.
When
fakir reached the boundary walls of the Haveli, Rasool was waiting for him at
the gate, as Fakir approached him, he smiled, the gold plated tooth twinkled
alongside his other set of black teeth, his hair was dyed in saffron and his
beard was dyed too in Mehendi
- Salam, you called for me, is
anything urgent?” Fakir nodded in usual gratitude.
Rasool
put his hand across fakir’s shoulder as an assuring stance
- “Come inside, we will talk.”
The
unusal softness in his voice, surprised fakir, he followed rassol to the inside
of the house
Inside
the hall, fakir found another man sitting across the hall, someone whom fakir
has never seen in this locality. He was a tall man with strong shoulders, his
eyes were most remarkable, he looked with straight gaze, and the eyelid hardly
flickered, the coldness of his gaze made fakir shiver. He looked away at rasool.
- This is for your son, he held a
packet in his hand and waved to fakir “, and he continued after a brief pause “I
know you want to admit your son to the college, there is some money in the packet,
it would be enough to get your son admission in college. I have already taked
to Mr Kasim , the councilor” He pointed towards the man sitting at the corner.
Fakir looked at him, the man nodded in assurance.
Fakir was reluctant to take the money; he looked at Rasool meekly, trying to comprehend
the sudden kindness showered upon him.
“ Tomorrow, morning take my car from the garage and park the car near the LIC
building at the end of the Bazar and keep the keys with you ,You will reach the
LIC Building before 10 o’clock in the morning, after that immediately leave the
place. Now go home and take rest”. Rasool commanded without looking at Fakir.
There was something in his voice that made Fakir nod in acceptance. A chill of
cold current flowed down his back. He left the place with the packet in his
hand, wondering about the happenings of the day.
Soon
the car reached the wider road , the village road gave way to a more wider road
of the town, fakir looked at the school walls, his only child khoka could not
make to the high school due to want of money , he has always looked at the
school as some hallowed place , which can give a man a better life .Fakir
sighed at the sight of the school walls ,painted with the political slogans and
emblems , false hopes of emancipation, ridiculing the plight of deprived people
like him , there is a hidden agenda behind every freedom cry, he thought,
“I was
still trapped inside the labyrinth; I looked for the light that was coming out
of the opening at the end. I started to crawl towards it, I reached the end, and
there I found the serpent waiting for me. it looked at me suspiciously , its
tongue flickered, as I made my move towards the opening it hissed, felt like
the snake doesn’t want me to leave the hole after I found its nesting place, it
began to move towards me Before I could move away , I felt a sharp pain in my
wrist . The snake has bitten me. My hand began to swell, I felt the dizziness. Am
I going to die?”
“The
market was busy as usual. He checked his watch again, it was still 30 minutes
to 10 o’clock, fakir parked his car close to the LIC building, for unknown
reason his heart was beating fast. He just wanted to know where his son was.He took
a rickshaw to the tea shop, where khokha worked, which was a kilometer away from
the market.
“
Khokha , where is khokha?” He shouted from the rickshaw.
The
shopkeeper who was a thin man, bald head was busy in his daily chores. He gave
a glance at Fakir and continued with his work, without giving any answer.
Fakir
jumped from the rickshaw, he ran towards the man, he shook him by his arm and
shouted again.
“Where
is khokha, tell me now”.
“Are
you crazy, leave my arm, I have sent him to market to bring sugar.
It
seemed the ground below his feet lost, fakir started running towards the market,
He looked at his watch, it was almost 10 O’clock .Just then a huge explosion
happened which shook the earth
He lost
his balance and fell to the ground. For a moment, he couldn’t hear anything but
after that he saw people running towards him. He tried to standup but his whole
body was shaking. He closed his eyes and lay on the ground. A tiny bit of tear
rolled and fell to ground and soon disappeared within the thirsty earth.
“The
poison in my vein made me restless. The numbness had shifted from my hand
to my head. My hands were shaking, my body felt heavy, every walk felt
like an effort, my vision was blurry. was it death or was it
the hell torment , I took the sickle and stepped into the knee deep
marsh , the marsh couldn’t slow me down , I walked like a mad
man . I entered the labyrinth and found the snake lying motionless,
without looking at it, I raised my sickle and cut off its head in a single
ferocious blow . The beautiful body of the serpent, which I had revered for so
long, lay motionless in a stream of blood. I looked around the place. All the
eggs that the snake had laid, hatched, empty shells were scattered inside the
labyrinth, the field where I grew paddy, was infested with snakes now.”
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